I have become unsure of myself…as depression sinks in, I think, “can this really be what my so called life is all about?”  My heart hurts each and everyday, unable to see or touch or hug my children…I know what I did to mess it all up.  I try to stay strong and “happy”.  I don’t know how much longer I think I can hold on.  The monster inside me wants to destroy any and everything–pain feels like the only thing to release the big, ball of tension exploding inside my chest. 

I have become unsure of myself…as depression sinks

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